Tang Yin's Complicated Mind
Nobody had foreseen that this tragedy
would happen! Even with her daughter's disfigured face, Mrs.Tang still
wanted her daughter to try.
"Because of that stupid reason, you
guys are forcing me now? I didn't see you guys pushing me to him when my
face was fine! Now that my face is all a mess, you guys want me to beg
him? Be his mistress? I'm not that shameless- I can't render myself to
that level!" Tangyin's stubbornness stopped her.
She didn't
really mind if her mom forced her to be LinYi's mistress when she was
still pretty because she still loved him; her feelings for him was still
strong. Furthermore, if LinYi came to apologize sincerely, her heart
would surely be softened!
But now that her face was hideous, she
couldn't be that shameless, could she? Lin Yi would just look at her
with disdain. Tangyin would avoid that sight at all costs!
After
processing Tangyin's words, Mrs. Tang became gloomy- she wanted
satisfaction, she wanted power, she wanted money but Tangyin was still
her daughter, there was no way she could force her daughter onto someone
so shamelessly!
And for this reason, Mrs. Tang only gave the
option to Tangyin when they met Master Bing- she didn't voice out when
her daughter rejected him and accepted her daughter's decision as a
whole. But things were different with Lin Yi, she knew that her daughter
was still in love with Lin Yi- she didn't want her daughter to regret
because of her own stubbornness. Plus, decisions made under frustration
and stress were almost always wrong.
Mrs. Tang felt that she should at least notify Lin Yi, that's the least she could do with her current state.
After
all, her daughter still had feelings for Lin Yi, even if she wasn't
worthy anymore, and she was no match to Xiaoxiao, her daughter was
pretty, wasn't she? LinYi could at least give Tangyin a title as his
lover or mistress. It was unbefitting, but if her daughter was willing
to become his mistress, naturally, Mrs. Tang wouldn't talk much about it
either.
Love or money? Sometimes, satisfying both sides were
impossible, it was like pigs flying! Mrs. Tang had already endured half
of her life- she knew how harsh life could be, she knew love was blind
yet heartwarming but she was simply overwhelmed, tired of being poor and
powerless. She didn't want her daughter to walk the same path as her
while she had a chance- getting love and money at the same time.
Seeing
her previous schoolmates still remaining young and pretty disturbed
Mrs. Tang- she envied them, she wished that she could maintain her
previous features. She was a school beauty after all with countless of
rich asses hitting on her, how did she fall into this state? Even during
the class reunion, her friends all avoided her, no one talked to her at
all.
Mrs. Tang understood, she chose the path herself- she
picked Mr. Tang out of so many guys. Now that she had Tangyin, she
couldn't abandon them, could she? Besides, she still had feelings for
Tang Jucheng.
However, things were different for Tangyin- she
just hit eighteen and she was blessed with her prettiness. Most
importantly, she had a rich caring boyfriend, her life couldn't be any
more better, how could she expect to work just for survival for the rest
of their life?
Precisely, there were a lot of people who used
their hard work to earn themselves a fortune but there were also a ton
of people who couldn't get a job after their graduation- they were
jobless and under the pressure from the society, they were led onto a
crooked path. Some became p*** stars, some became prostitutes and they
were some who were desperate for promotion and success, they hooked up
with their bosses and customers. These situations weren't unheard of.
So
Mrs. Tang anticipated that her daughter wouldn't stay in an
unfavourable situation if she was with Lin Yi. That was also one of the
main reasons why Mrs. Tang never stopped convincing her daughter to look
for Lin Yi.
But, Tangyin's temper concerned Mrs. Tang- she was
afraid that her daughter would really commit suicide if she continued
her persuasion.
After thinking about it, Mrs. Tang stopped, "Why
not, I give him a call? Mom has lived for a longer period, I've seen
everything. If Lin Yi really starts bad-mouthing us, I'm prepared to
accept it fair and square!"
"Mom, don't call…." Tangyin's heart
softened when she heard her mom- she thought that her mom was placing
money before her but it seem like her mother loved her more than
anything in this world! She understood her mother's feelings- her mother
didn't want her to live a miserable life anymore, everything she was
doing was for her good sake! Although, her mother's method was
unlady-like, she knew it was for the best of her.
Her mother was
right, she felt utterly helpless when the bulldozer demolished her
house. She wanted to fight, oppose the strong and reverse her fate but
she was helpless- she couldn't do anything nor could she stop them.
She
finally understood why her mom was being so forceful. If life wasn't so
harsh, would her mom really force her until this extend? If Lin Yi was
still her boyfriend, would he just ignore the fact that someone just
demolished their house?
Zhou Ruoming tried to harass her and he
had gotten his fate from Lin Yi. Ever since that day, the Zhous were
like grandchildren in front of them, behaving and respectful! There were
the big shots in SongShan city, yet they remained a low profile in
front of them…..
"Yin, I've no choice…. I can't let you suffer anymore." Mrs. Tang sighed.
"Mom….."
TangYin broke down, tears started to flow down her cheeks continuously,
"I know you are doing this for me but I can't be that shameless, can I?
Lin Yi doesn't want me anymore, I can't just go and beg him…. Besides,
I'm indebted to him, I owe him too much, I can't even afford to repay
him anymore you know…. If I was still pretty, I could at least still
repay him with my body…."
Mrs. Tang and XinWen's heart throbbed with pain when they looked at TangYIn.
"Aunty, let me do this job. I'm just a bystander, I don't have any face, it's okay!" Xinwen got out her phone.
"By
all means, Xinwen!" Mrs. Tang was overjoyed when she heard the
suggestion. Although, it may not be effective, what's wrong for giving
it a try anyway? Lin Yi could at least pay a visit, couldn't he?
Tangyin bit her lips- she wanted to stop her but a sigh came out. There was nobody else she could find, other than Lin Yi…
Just
within this short few minutes, TangYin snapped out from her idealistic
world. She had lost a house to stay, her dad's legs were broken, and her
face was also disfigured, their luck was at the rock bottom. Nothing
could be worse that that, couldn't it?
To tell the truth, Tangyin
actually wanted to meet Lin Yi as well- she was eager to know how Lin
Yi would react to her misfortune. Tangyin's expectation and desires were
hiding behind everything, the feeling of a young girl in love was
always hard to comprehend after all.
Her eyes were focused on
Xinwen's phone, the number she used to recognise. Her heart clenched,
and while her heartbeat was pounding like the hooves of a dear, she
stopped Xinwen suddenly, "Wait a minute…"
"What's wrong Yinyin?" Xinwen put down her phone and look at her weirdly, "Yinyin, you should let him come…."
"Enn..."
TangYin hesitated and said firmly, "Tell him that my face is ruined,
disfigured, and not pretty anymore… don't force him if he isn't willing
to visit."
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