Chapter 111 - 108
Tristan didn't know how things ended up this way. He just explained what happened five years ago, and suddenly, Justin cupped kiss cheeks. He started kissing him and the next thing he knew, they were already in Tristan's penthouse.
Tristan didn't know how things ended up this way. He just explained what happened five years ago, and suddenly, Justin cupped kiss cheeks. He started kissing him and the next thing he knew, they were already in Tristan's penthouse.
Tristan's room was big and so was his bed. The room was dimly lit with only the lamp producing a bit of light for them.
The entire room was filled with their pheromones, making them intoxicated by them. The clash of their pheromones greatly aroused the two of them as if they were hungry for each other's bodies.
The alpha kissed Justin's forehead down to nose and lips. His kisses traveled to Justin's neck as he slowly unbuttoned Justin's shirt.
"Haaa... Tristan..."
Justin couldn't help but moan as he felt Tristan's warm breath against his neck. It became a sensitive spot for him since they dated before because it was Tristan's favorite spot to kiss.
Without completely unbuttoning the omega's shirt, Tristan's hand made its way to Justin's nipple. He rubbed it gently with his fingers as he slowly pinched it softly.
"Ahh..." Justin moaned as he bit his lower lip. Tristan smiled from hearing Justin's moan. He continued unbuttoning the omega's shirt and after finally finishing, he went back to his nipples to tease it again.
The other hand was playing with it, while his mouth was on the other. His tongue was circling around it, making Justin more aroused than he was earlier. The alpha gently bit his nipple, making Justin bite his lower lip even harder to stop himself from moaning.
"N... No... Haaa... Stop..." Justin said as he grabbed Tristan's hair with barely any strength left.
Tristan stopped teasing Justin and lifted his head up to meet his eyes. "Hmm? Do you want me to stop?" He said as he looked at the omega with slightly droopy eyes that reflected the lust he felt for him.
Justin's eyes trembled from what he asked. He really didn't want him to stop, but those words instinctively left his mouth when he felt his underwear getting wet.
"N... No," Justin mumbled as he averted his eyes from Tristan's. A smile curved in the alpha's lips upon hearing Justin's response.
He kissed Justin's lips, slowly putting his tongue inside his mouth and circling his tongue around his. Tristan touched the roof of Justin's mouth casually, making the omega moan in between their kisses.
They were drunk in each other's kisses as Tristan'a fingers played with Justin's nipples.
It's been a long time since the two of them made love. They were both pent up from not being able to have sex. Now that they're feeling up each other's bodies, they couldn't help but want to ravish every inch of each other's bodies.
Tristan's kisses traveled to Justin's chest, slowly kissing it downwards to reach Justin's zipper.
As Tristan was kissing Justin's body, he suddenly froze when he saw something that wasn't there before they broke up.
It was a scar under Justin's belly button.
He wanted to just keep going and ignore it, but something inside him told him not to.
He lifted his head and got off from being on top of Justin. He sat next to him and stared at Justin, who was lying down.
The omega got curious as to why Tristan stopped midway. It was very confusing for him because he could already see a bulge in the alpha's pants. It didn't make sense why Tristan would suddenly stop in the middle.
"Why? What's wrong?" Justin said as he sat up, his long sleeved polo shirt still around his arms.
"Scar," Tristan said briefly with worry reflected in his downturned green eyes. Justin's eyes trembled upon hearing the word that left his mouth.
It was something he had forgotten. A few hours earlier, he was being insecure with it. But now that he's in the presence of the alpha he's been longing for and that alpha's pheromones, he suddenly forgot about it as his mind went blank earlier.
Justin didn't know if Tristan didn't like his scar or if he was curious why he has that scar. The former scared him more than the latter.
Now that Tristan's side became clear to him, he could freely tell him about the twins already. However, if Tristan hated his scar, then there's nothing be could do about it.
Justin's fear and confusion was evident in his face and eyes even in the dimly lit room. Tristan realized how Justin felt because of what he said and got flustered.
"I... I mean... What I mean is, how did you get that scar? Did... Did you get some kind of surgery?" Tristan asked as he stammered in between his words.
'It wouldn't be nice if he thinks his scar turned me off. I'd still love him regardless of how he and his body looks,' Tristan thought as he smiled at Justin, trying to reassure him him that it was alright to tell him.
A sense of relief came into Justin'a heart. He let out a sigh and swallowed hard before speaking.
"I... I already have children," Justin said as he lowered his head a bit to avoid looking into Tristan's eyes.
The alpha flinched from hearing what Justin said. He felt as if his entire world crumbled.
It was true that Justin told him that he doesn't have a lover, but he never said that he doesn't have children.
Before Tristan could speak, Justin spoke again.
"I was already pregnant when things were getting bad between us before. I had to leave because it seemed like you didn't want our relationship anymore when you never showed up. I had to leave because if my kids grew up here, we would probably just get in the way of your future relationships," he continued.
Mixed emotions filled Tristan. He felt relieved that it was his kids, felt happy that Justin bore his kids, and felt remorse because he was to blame for making Justin think and experience all of those by himself.
"I called you a bunch of times that day when you were late. Of course, I thought that there must have been something that stopped you from getting there on time, so I waited... I waited and waited, until the cafe closed for the day. Even when it wasn't open anymore, that didn't stop me from waiting for you longer," Justin said as he felt his heart ache from remembering what happened before.
He thought he already moved on from the pain of the past, but the feeling of hurting before still lingered in his heart.
Their breakup left a scar in his heart.
"I'm sorry for selfishly leaving like that," Justin said as lips lips trembled, already on the verge of crying.
Tristan didn't say anything and just pulled Justin. He wrapped his arms around him gently as if he was trying to erase all those things from Justin's mind.
"There's nothing you have to apologize for, darling. You only did what you thought was best. I should be the one to apologize to you for not being by your side for five years," Tristan whispered as his hand gently rubbed Justin's back.
Justin remained quiet as he listened to Tristan. He knew that if he spoke, he would just burst into tears.
"I'm sorry that you had to think and feel that way because of me. I'm sorry you had to go through that all by yourself. I'm sorry for not being around when you needed me the most," Tristan said and clenched his jaw as he felt his heart ache for Justin.
He didn't think that he love of his life would experience something like that while they were away from each other. Something like that didn't cross his mind because he was too focused on searching for him and finding someone to blame for what happened between them.
He wanted to cry, but he knew that it if he did, it would break Justin.
Even if Tristan didn't cry, it was too late for him to think that because Justin already started crying from hearing his apology.
He felt as if something very heavy was lifted off from his chest. It was like uis five yeaes of hurting finally vanished juat because of a few words from Tristan's mouth.
Of course, Justin knew that it wasn't really Tristan's fault, but there was something in his words that gave him a sense of comfort.
"I promise I'll be here for you from now on. I won't do anything to hurt you ever again," Tristan said as he hugged him tighter.
"Though, I don't think I'd be able to promise that I won't make you cry in bed," he jokingly said, making Justin choke in his tears as he laughed at what Tristan said.
"Dumbass," he whispered as he buried his face into Tristan's chest. The alpha chuckled from Justin's remark.
Tristan pulled away from the hug and cupped Justin's cheeks.
"I know I did you wrong before, and I'd like to make up for it for the rest of my life," Tristan said as he stared into Justin's icy-blue eyes. "Will you let me mark you?" he asked.
Justin's eyes trembled from what Tristan said.
Without feeling any other emotion aside from happiness, Justin nodded.
He then felt Tristan's warm breath against his nape and felt the alpha's soft lips touch his skin.
A bond between the alpha and omega formed as Tristan's teeth sunk into Justin's nape.
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