801 Are you really giving up?(5)
PEI Munian’s mind immediately floated to the text message su Wanwan sent: [ are you sure you can’t give me the answer I want? [ if you don’t reply to me before 10 O ‘clock, I’ll take it as a silent agreement. ]
So, was this message her last chance?
She, su Wanwan, was always like this. After stirring up other people’s hope, she would give up halfway and say that she loved him. Her so-called love was just like this.
It was precisely because he knew that she was like this that he didn’t dare to take the risk.
Those that couldn’t be obtained were always in turmoil, and those that were favored were fearless. Everyone thought that he was the one who was favored, but in reality, he was the one who couldn’t be obtained.
He struggled, struggled, resisted, and pushed her away again and again to hide his timidity, cowardice, and inferiority.
She would never know how much he wanted to catch her every time he saw her leaving. He wanted to tell her that he loved her so much, so much, so much, so much that he was afraid of losing her again, so he was too angry to have her.
He no longer wanted to experience the feeling of falling from heaven to hell after having something and then losing it.
“Young master PEI? Young master PEI, did you hear me? Hello? Hey!” Lu Sheng’s anxious voice came from the other end and brought PEI Munian back to her senses.
“Yes, I’m listening.” PEI Munian sat on the sofa and leaned back, closing her eyes tiredly.
PEI Munian’s calm voice came from the other end of the phone. Lu Sheng could not believe his ears. you heard it? Why are you still reacting like this when you heard it? This can’t be right? Su Wanwan and Shen Ziwei are going to Switzerland to get married. No matter what, you have to come to the airport immediately to stop them, right?”
“You don’t have to worry about not being able to make it in time. I’m at the airport now. I can help you delay the time. I absolutely won’t let su Wan take the plane at night.”
“No need.”
“What?”
Lu Sheng was so surprised that he raised his voice. young master PEI, have you been shocked silly? Su Wanwan is about to marry another man, are you really going to let her go?”
Let her go? He didn’t want her to leave either? He wanted to keep her by his side and let her always revolve around him, but he urged su Wanwan to say that if he didn’t love her, he would set her free. If he wanted to keep her, he would have to truly accept her, believe in her, and love her.
She also said that she didn’t want to spend the rest of her life with a man who didn’t love or trust her.
These words lingered in his ears, and he couldn’t move because he didn’t know if he could truly believe her. It wasn’t because he didn’t love her, but because he loved her too much, so he was worried about his personal gains and losses. He was used to hiding his feelings, and he was sometimes cold and sometimes warm to her.
Yesterday, she jumped on his back and fiercely bit the side of his neck. Now, the teeth marks were still there and it still hurt faintly. The severe pain he felt at that time was probably all the grievances su Wanwan had suffered in the past few months, right?
He didn’t want to see her smile bitterly in the future, just like how she couldn’t make a wish in front of the shooting stars in the sky.
It wasn’t that she didn’t have any wishes, but he might not be able to fulfill them for her!
“What’s all this, Yingluo?” Lu Sheng sighed in frustration. young master PEI, we don’t have to care about it now. If we let them go, no one knows what will happen in Switzerland. Don’t regret it, Qianqian.
Don’t regret.
PEI Munian’s eyes narrowed and her hand unconsciously tightened around her phone.
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